Sometimes, late in the evening when the house becomes quieter, a familiar thought appears in my mind: “I have to…”. I have to prepare for tomorrow. I have to remember this. I have to organise that. Instead of relaxing and feeling grateful for the day that has just passed, my mind begins moving ahead to the next one. A quiet list starts forming in the background. There is a subtle pressure, as if something important must not be forgotten. In those moments I sometimes pause and